Nowadays i fall asleep crying. For no reason and all the reasons. I have to write myself out of you. I don't know if you read this, as much as i still don't understand why did you read all of this, i don't even know how to feel about it. It hurts even if you would prefer it not to. I miss an On and Off button, i really do. It would be so much easier if we were just friends, just to love you a little less. It seems that once i told you what i felt everything changed...and all i wanted was what we had before.