Around these days a girlfriend is getting married. The first time i saw Pat, i thought: crazy, nice, coloured, hunny bunny fur all around. She was allways with a smile. I was there on the heartbreak crying moments. I was at the surprise party that she already knew about. I was there during our study sessions. I was present in so many happy, sad, incredible, wonderfull, dramatic moments over 5 years. And so did others. But i was not there when she went back home. Because change happens even if we are not ready for it. And i am not at her wedding...and i wish she has her dream wedding, her beautifull brides' dress, her happy life...always with a smile.